By Allah, I have tired of my current condition

Honestly, three years ago, I have felt a terrible fear and abnormal worry from getting out of home. When I go out, I take some medications because I might face a situation that I cannot stand. One day I fainted at the market and I returned home tired, since then I fear a lot and I have dizziness, headache, and shiver. When someone says to me that we are going o ut, I feel like I am going to die, even when going to school and sometimes at home.

I used to take my medication to face these feelings but I do not know why fear still possesses me. When I was going to school, fear symptoms came to me suddenly. I fear people and feel embarrassed in front of them.

I have tired of my condition, I suffer depression and worry, and in the last year of my secondary school, I felt very sick and I did not get good marks.

I sat at home and isolated myself because of what I feel. I felt unstable therefore I did some medical tests three months ago and each time the result is good. They said: The reason maybe psychological and they transferred me to a social therapist who asked me about my condition and gave me some advices. She said: If you feel trouble, visit me again. However, I did not get back to her again.

I want a solution, I have to go to a psychiatrist, there is no other solution. I want to be good and healthy, and I do not like to lock myself at home and stay useless.