Am I on the right way?

As-salamu `Alaykum warahmatullah wabarakatuh (May Allah's Peace, Mercy, and Blessings be upon you!).

Dear valued brothers in Alukah Network, I ask for your advice and counsel. I am a 22-years-old girl whom Allah guided to study the Shari`ah sciences where I was graduated one year ago from the institute of Shari`ah sciences and got a diploma in Islamic studies. I pledged Allah to spread Shari`ah sciences and to benefit my nation. I set some goals such as to memorize the Qur'an and to develop useful forums because I shall be dedicated to the call to goodness.

I started in the way of Da`wah, but I stopped after my marriage. I married directly after my graduation and Allah granted me a good husband who did not stand in the face of goodness, however it is me who wasted the chance after marriage. I got pregnant -thanks to Allah- but now I have realized that I do not deserve these graces because I did not fulfill my covenants with Allah!

My delivery shall be next month -insha' Allah- and I woke up from my negligence and heedlessness because of many problems that took place between me and my husband that made me revise my situations and find out my defects. I have realized my sin which was breaking the promise to Allah and I made up my mind to memorize the entire volume of the Qur'an before my delivery because I shall be busy with the birth and rearing of my child, what do you think?

Could you kindly advise; is my thinking correct or not?

I really feel that Allah is upset with me. I have lost the softness of my heart, submission to my Lord, and my heart has become hard. I have started the way of repentance, but I do not know whether I am right or not?

I registered on the Internet and entered into the forums which I had intended to develop. I realize that I wasted many chances, but shall Allah make it up for me?

Am I on the right way?

Kindly, advise and guide me because I need